Please direguard
dont listen to a thing i said in my last entry....i was being so stupid
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8.31.2007
Please direguard
dont listen to a thing i said in my last entry....i was being so stupid
8.29.2007
School
well school has been a lot of fun. It's hard work and i miss my friends. but hopefully by being here at ATC ill figure out what i wanna do when i graduate. hopefully....i dont know why it is but lately i feel so depressed. i dont even know why. i know that being seperated from my friends is hard and i miss derek. but thats not it. it might be half the problem but its the key point.
5.31.2007
well...
Ive never really had a problem with abandment...and really hope that when i leave taylor, and go to atc, none of my friends will hate me or feel abandoned. it means a lot to me that i go, and that my friends will understand that. atc plays a big part of my future. i hope my friends will still be my friends
5.19.2007
Life Sucks.
Lately Ive been trying to figure out why life is so unfair. I cant think of anything. Ive had one of my best friends torn from my life and now i dont know. All the adults that Ive talked to have been telling me, Pray to God, He has a plan for all of us, Dont worry God's taking care of Derek' He just wants us to be happy. thats such crap. If god cared about anyones happiness he wouldnt have taken Derek away. As a matter of fact he wouldnt have taken any of those boys away. Now there are 3 mothers with broken hearts, families with broken hearts. Me with a broken heart. I miss Derek so much, and no one seems to understand that I'm not alright. Its never going to be alright. Life will never be the same. I will never be the same.....
5.2.2007
In Atlanta!
So this is our second day in Atlanta, and Im having a great time. Down side is, My legs hurt so bad! Tonight we are going to a Jazz Concert, after dinner and Im so excited.Tomorrow night will be the best ever! Becasue, numero uno, We're going to the ballet and were going to see Sleeping beauty it will be the best!
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